I hope that the people who read this can come to understand why suicide is not glamorous, or easy. It is horrible, disgusting, and utterly wasteful. If I had succeeded, I could not tell you this. I feel that some clarification is needed, so that I don't sound like merely a person who could not get over rejection. At the time when this occurred, I was taking the antidepressant Lexapro. While it works fine for some people, it didn't for me. Ultimately, it was a combination of my depression, the loss of my long-time boyfriend, and the side-effects of the medication that caused me to act.
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If you need to crash, then crash and burn, you're not alone. Savage Garden
*Curled up crying*